Its to bad that the Preacher is not going to look at the site again, because I did not mean to scare him off. I hope he doesn’t take me for the Anti-Christ. The guy should have e-mailed me if he wanted to talk. That’s my main problem with people like him. They don’t make it easy to talk to them. The way he handled it shows me that this is a person that doesn’t want to here another persons opinion. Me hell I’m open minded. You ask any of my friends. If I wasn’t open minded to this whole topic would I waste the space on my website for it? No.

What else I don’t get is why if God did make all of this and that includes me and all the rest of humanity why is he such a unforgiving god? Keep in mind I’m not doing any research into this, its just me typing away. If you believe in god and do what he tells you to do you get to go to heaven. That’s the basic premise right? Ok so if you don’t believe in god you either go to hell or you can change your mind and embrace god as your lord and savior. But if I was god and I created everything and I was all knowing I would cut some slack for the people that didn’t believe in me. It just doesn’t make sense. Also I’m supposed to just change my belief just so I can go to heaven? I can’t do that. I can honestly say with out a doubt I don’t believe in the god in the bible. And I would not change my opinion on my death bed just to get into heaven.

Another thing, why is it that just because I would like to believe in other worlds and other possible life forms I have to believe in god? Science shows that with the right distance from a star and with that special primordial soup the possibilities of life springing up on other planets should be something that could happen. I treat aliens and other worlds the same way as I treat god, I will believe it when I see it. But, I can believe in little green men and other worlds that support life because they are concepts that are shown can happen with science. We and our Earth are proof of that. Of course this all depends on how you look at it. Believe what you want. I’m not trying to tell you I’m right and that this guy is wrong. You have freewill so use it to make your own decisions. read a little and find out. Never listen to just one person and take it face value.

To sum up what I’ve been trying to say here is a quote that really says it all for me: ” I have nothing against religious people. Hey, some of my best friends are religious. It’s nobody’s business what sort of ignorant, superstitious rituals they perform in their own homes and churches. No one should care what sort of bizarre mythical creatures they worship, or what kind of “holy” objects (statues, icons, and / or books) they revere.”

Damn Here’s another really good link called Kissing Hank’s Ass. Its what some folks call a parable. This morning there was a knock at my door; a well groomed, nicely dressed couple. The man spoke first: “Hi! I’m John. We’re here to invite you to come kiss Hank’s ass.”

This last link comes from a site by a guy named Rev. Jim Huber, Heretic. he has a lot more of the parables and more stuff that just makes sense.

Here’ my take on Religion. It’s none of your business whether I believe or not. I can say this, in order to find something one must be looking. I don’t want to get into religion here. So lets drop the subject. Don’t shove your beliefs down my throat Preacher and I won’t shove mine down yours. In a way I have shoved my ideals down your throat because you read this site. this is where your being able to make choices comes into effect. If you don’t like what I say then don’t look at my website. In reality this whole website is for me not you people reading it. If you do read it cool. If you don’t so what. This is what makes us unique, we can make these kinds of intelligent choices.

If you must really know what I feel on the matter of religion I give you these links for you to understand how I feel:

Is Science Religion? An interesting question that sums up how I feel. I of course am not that smart. Richard Dawkins is very smart. And he makes sense.

[drain file 40 show]

Its been a year since this humble little website of mine came into existence. I like to think its been worth it. I have learned how to run a half decent sized website with little help. I’m finally getting the hang of HTML. I might even branch into a little more complicated waters in the coming months. There are many things you can do to jazz up a website. Bells and whistles as Spider calls them.

In the years time the biggest thing to happen to me is because of this website. I sure you people would ask has it all been worth it? Would you do any of it over? Yes its been worth it. I have been expressing my right as an American to voice my freedom of speech. Despite the fact I was fired by those Fascist bastards because of my “opinion”. If I had the chance to do this all over again I would go after the head honchos a lot more than what I did. I feel that I was pretty lax in my treatment of those assholes. Next time I’ll burn them down to the ground. I don’t mean that literally.

Its to bad there is no one left with my “bad attitude” to carry on the torch. But after my departure you all are probably afraid to voice your opinion. And your being right in those fears. I don’t look down on any one for having those fears. I do admit I am a little disappointed that no one does step forth to voice their opinion when they know their right. Those bastards at that Hotel can’t go on treating the employees like shit. One of these days they will get what’s coming to them. And boy will I be laughing my ass off. Soon. Be patient. I am.

Have you ever surfed to a site and then went on a journey to the different links they had on a page and found some really neat shit? Well I did. Those of you who have read this page for a while know I love computer games, well this obsession didn’t start yesterday. I go back as far back as the Atari 2600. I loved loved the game River Raid, it was the shit. And who can forget the SNES great Techmo Super Bowl. This is the best football game period, over any system. It was fun without being to complex. Me and a few of my friends used to have Super Techmo Bowl tournaments. There is nothing like playing Super Nintendo and drinking large quantities of beer. Well now you can play these old classic SNES games right on your PC. Some guy figured out how to make a program called an emulator. And then you have the people who basically pirate the old cartridge games into programs called roms. It pretty cool. If you don’t mind the idea of stealing from the big corporate type like Nintendo. After the screen shots I have a few links if your interested in trying this out. I was the Giants by the way.

Classic Gaming.com-A nice source of information on the whole Emulator/Rom scene. They won’t post roms though because they don’t want to get sued out of their minds.

Someone wrote in mentioning how this site isn’t controversial or juicy any more. Unfortunately I really don’t have any controversial or juicy stuff anymore, I’m out of touch as far as the hotel is concerned. I only hear about the place from some of you guys who reads the site. So the website suffers. Not much I can do about it. I do have an idea. If any of you ever want to write stuff I would be more than happy to post controversial or juicy stuff. That goes for anybody. And I remain faithful as far as not telling your secret identities if you chose to use one. So its up to you the hotel employees to keep the Hotelblues.com from becoming a place boring ass Sci-Fi movies and fucking re-runs of x-files posts. Sorry. its up to you people or I’ll cram more X-Files reviews down your throat. In two weeks there is going to be a real cool episode that is supposed to answer all kinds of questions. Who are the faceless aliens? What is the black oil? And what really happened to Mulder’s Sister? See I can go on forever about the X-Files. And if you mess with me I’ll have Spider go on endlessly about how hot Scully is.

I’m sick of looking at the old look so I uploaded the new look early. Let me know what you think.