Jeez that last post sounds a little like someone who spends to much time crying over spilt milk. Don’t get me wrong I do miss the chick. She was lots of fun. But it makes no difference to me one way or another. Even that is kind of harsh to say. And yes I would like to know if she was Secretive.

Since I have such a sarcastic side to me I’ve wrapped up the Stephen King book mentioned in My Way. It’s my Christmas present to her. Heh. You interested in a Hotelblues.com t-shirt? I may have one for you. It’s your call.

Speaking of Christmas, yesterday was tough. Maybe this shit with my Grandma is getting to me. I’ve done some research on the net and cancer is an ugly way to die. If it gets bad I’m not sure I can handle it.

I admit these statements sway from my tough guy routine. I can only play the tough guy so long before my shields break down. On my days off I’ve been down to the Bop. I’ve been down there a lot more. Perhaps there is a connection?

I forgot to mention that December here is a whole year since I slapped up the new look of the website. I still think it’s better this way. I hope you had a good x-mas. I may take me a sabbatical from the site for a few weeks. Unless anything worthy of posting comes in.

Come down to the Bop on New Years Eve. This is my first New Years Eve off since the time I was fired. I plan to enjoy myself.