Well I did it again. I have alienated “that one girl” one more time. That’s if she was Secretive. If Secretive was “that one girl.” Please if your still reading this page, get a hold of me. I work Wednesday, Thursday, Friday, and Saturday. Ten pm to Eight am. I didn’t mean for you to get mad. I’m sorry. You didn’t disturb me. Please at least e-mail me. If you are “that one girl.” Please just think about it.

Wow that’s three pleases in one paragraph. I don’t remember who said it, but someone told me “Superman has Kryptonite and you have “that one girl.”

Well I hope my ranting’s have not started an uproar. I usually don’t get involved in other people affairs but the man behind the curtain has been burned before by the other sex before because sometimes he wears his heart on his sleeve.

Secretive this is directed to you. I did not mean to sound rude or uncaring it was just the opposite. I think of him as my brother and the situation hurt him deeply but he won’t admit it. I have nothing against you as I think of you as a smart and caring person and I know that the situation that happened to make things weird was a little problem.

But did you think that with all the time you guys were spending together that he wouldn’t fall for all the good qualities in you? Well just think on that for a moment?

I had a No Name sign the GuestBook again. This one was short and to the point:

If you know this girl, why don’t you call her?

If I know the girl why don’t I call her? Yeah that’s a good question. I don’t know. Maybe because I’m just a little bit scared to do so. And really what would I say? Anything I would have to say, is nothing she wants to hear. Izer knows what I’m talking about and I can admit nothing. Not to myself or to anyone else.

So maybe it’s best that she doesn’t stop by the site anymore. I sounded stupid on the post on the 7th. Maybe Secretive wasn’t even her. Maybe it was just someone trying to get me going. And maybe they succeeded. She makes me weak, and I don’t like the feeling. My macho ego and all.

No, it’s best to leave it alone. This whole thing is ridiculous. A half of year has gone by, and this is all over some friends who parted ways. It happens. Granted I can’t say the right thing to her. Izer got it right with the git reference. I feel like a Hugh Grant character. Repeating “bugger” over and over. That and “bullocks.”

Let’s wrap this up. Anyone who knows what this is all about re-read January 25th post called Time To Move On. And consider this a dead and taboo subject. And once more I say that’s all I got to say about that in my best Forrest Gump voice.

And we have Adrian who signed the GuestBook once more:

Name: Adrian
Where: the last words of my friend
Date: 02/08/01
Time: 12:02 PM

Comments:

Hey Turk, how is it going? fine here. Well, its official, I’m going out with Tara. we were going out to the movies last night, but due to the fact that we both had no car, we couldn’t go. Well, gotta go there’s some crazy girl standing behind me in class reading this. OUCH! she just hit me. See ya.

Congratulations Adrian. And good luck. Tell Mr. Peterson I said hi. Better yet tell him Mayo said hi and see if he gets it.

On January 18th I wrote a bit called Raise Me Up. In it I talked about me getting a raise. I talked about a good friend, who didn’t get nothing but jack and shit from them. This guy is the nicest person I have ever met. He doesn’t talk back or start anti-hotel website’s. We will call him Stan Lee after the great Marvel Comics writer.

Stan Lee gets fucked all the time. People walk right over Stan Lee because of the fact he is a nice guy. Now this is bullshit. Stan Lee has a wife and kid. So his job is important to him. To me if you fuck with his hours, well your fucking with his family. And this is what “they” did. To some of you losing a hour off each day may not be a big deal. Well to Stan Lee it is a big deal. Jesus this really pisses me off.

Ok so “they” cut his hour? Big deal! That’s what your thinking right? Well to top it off they went and added to Stan Lee’s workload. See this is the kind of stuff (I didn’t say shit) I’m talking about. In the old day’s of this site I would cal “them” cocksuckers because of tactics like this. But since this is the “new” Hotel Blues I’ll just say they are naughty people. See I’ve matured (Cocksuckers!).

So I guess my question is why do “they” do this? “They” know Stan Lee has a family. A family he needs to make sure they (not “they”) have a roof over their heads and food to feed them. Please, someone explain this to me. I know some of you come here by way of www.ishouldbeworking.com. Do any of you have a good answer for me? And I want a good answer, not some corporate propaganda bullshit.

Well it has quieted down. Things are getting back to normal now that I have scared Secretive away. I had a couple of friends check in on yesterday’s post. My friends can’t believe “they” would do that to Stan Lee. I of course can’t believe it either. Nor can I explain why “they” would do this. No one has explained to me the thought process behind this.

Here is a link of the day that’s so bizarre it’s mind boggling. Bonsaikitten.com, a site you have to see to believe. I first saw this site mentioned on Blue’s News. And they got lambasted for putting it up. I want to point out that the site is a work of satire and parody, it is not to be take seriously! Now if you have not been offended go check out this Wired News post called: FBI Goes After Bonsaikitten.com.

Now Bonsaikitten.com is apparently run by some MIT students. It’s a joke, something a lot of people just are not getting. The Humane Society has put up this page warning about the nefarious Bonsaikitten.com. They even give a warning about viewing the Bonsaikitten.com webpage:

WARNING: The site described here contains graphic material. The Humane Society of the United States advises against visiting this site.

I just can’t believe this is going on. The Wired News article even says that:

…President Clinton signed a law that makes it a federal felony to possess “a depiction of animal cruelty” with the intent to distribute across state lines — such as on the Internet.

I’m not an expert but this “law” sure does sound like a violation of the First Amendment. This what I’m talking about. If they outlaw any form of free speech, what’s next? Website’s that badmouth hotels?

Now that’s a great quote. I really like that one. Check it out:

Name: Jim Lowery
Where: I’m ashamed to say
Date: 02/11/01
Time: 08:51 PM

Comments

Strange, bizarre, eclectic. Without which, the web would be lacking avant-garde cool.

Why are you ashamed to say? And do I know you? It could be a big coincidence, but are you one of the guys referred to as Jim-Jim? Just asking. Drop me a line if you are.