I was ready and willing to be a miserable drunk and on certain nights am. But Ericka being the goddamn diplomat she is had to interfere with my well laid plans of a drunken stupor. No that isn’t good enough for her. I have to be told that I should feel good about myself not what happens around me. So my argument that he doesn’t deserve the woman is simple enough this: because I say he doesn’t!! Of course my goddamn conscience tells I am wrong. I am not shallow enough to wish that everyone should be as alone as me. They deserve everything they have. I would never advise anyone to stand in their way.

In reply to Turk’s comments above I’d like to add that not only did I get him out of his miserable drunken mood I managed to get the guy to be happy. Maybe he was just pretending but, he sure fooled me. After a nice slap across the face and a huge kick in the rear end I drug him out on a short road cruise and forced him to listen to Huey Lewis and the News Greatest Hits. Sure, he hung out the window and screamed at god for about an hour but he eventually came around. I think I made him see that its all in his attitude. Turk is famous for his attitude. Anyway I can’t take all the credit for his good mood. Huey had some effect on him. He started to laugh and joke like an average happy to be alive guy. He claims that I was cheating by playing Huey. What I wonder is if Turk spent as much time trying to be happy as he try’s to being mad what he would be capable of doing. He probable start letting the homeless stay in his spare bedroom. Its a little small but I’m guessing he might even let them have his own bed. I guess the only way that this is gonna happen is if we actually convince him that the world is a happy place full of love and joy and goodness. You can probably tell that I’m an extremely happy and completely satisfied woman so that is easy for me to say. But, I plan on working on Turk for a while. Only time will tell what comes of it.

Well I don’t think I need to comment any more on this. All I tell you is this is from my friend Mr. Izer. I think he pretty much has the floor.

Well TURK i told you this would happen an you know what i want to say? FUCK THEM FUCK THEM ALL. By the constitution of the UNITED STATES OF AMERICA which up till now i thought wasn’t called the COMMUNIST STATES OF AMERICA. unless something has changed in the 48 hours that i was out of town. You by your GOD GIVEN RIGHT CAN SAY OR WRITE ANYTHING THAT YOU WANT UNLESS THEY HAVE CHANGED THE FIRST AMENDMENT ALSO IN THOSE SAME 48 HOURS THAT I’VE BEEN GONE!!!!!! If those people at the Hotel THINK THAT THEY CAN USE GESTAPO METHODS TO CONTROL THE “PERTENENT HOTEL INFOMATION”Which by the way can anybody define that for me please. As being a former employee that put in SEVEN LONG YEARS OF BLOOD SWEAT AN A LOT OF TEARS ABOUT MY PAY OF COURSE! That I might be too stupid to know that definition.In my years of work at that hotel I’ve seen management come an go but the glue that really holds it all together are the employees!Without employees management could’nt do all that shit that they the employees do all by themselves.If they think that they can I would like to see them try! I think that “management types of the hotel” need to worry about other things that to worry about some web page that is only wrote by some guy that is supposed to be working there? Pretty flimsy! I’ve talked to alot of former guests that no longer stay at our hotel because of the change over of people over the last two years which shows some people that the hotel doesn’t take care of their own people so how can they expect for the hotel to take care of them! Well this is enough of my first letter to this TURK fellow whoever he may be??ONLY THE SHADOWS KNOW????????
P.S. this is the first of many letters that will be written about this subject!

AND I GIVE TURK PERMISSION TO POST THIS LETTER ON HIS WEB PAGE

***IZER54***

Of course someone has mentioned that this whole story and this webpage should be leaked out to the local media. I think the Beloit Daily News might enjoy this. And If they don’t I bet the Rockford Register Star would. Just a thought. We will see. Time will tell, it always does.

I have one more thing to say about this night. That’s a big Hi to Sarah. who I apologize for my drunken behavior and for anything I may have said that offended her.